I can't believe it's been a month since our bleeding/contraction scare. I can remember being anxious to make it to 34 weeks, and now we're just a week away from delivering early term if the little turkey decides he can't wait any longer! There haven't been anymore bleeding scares, but I'm still having trouble controlling the contractions. At last week's monitoring appointment, we were there for 3 hours trying to get the contractions to go away. They finally let me go home after the contractions spaced out enough for them to feel comfortable discharging me, but they never did go away completely. I'm also still having trouble realizing that they are happening, and that trouble isn't just for the little contractions. Apparently I had a nice big one lasting a minute and had no idea that it was happening. I'm hoping that my inability to recognize them will correlate to an easier labor and less pain, as I am planning to try to give birth without an epidural. But even though my uterus is all angry (why should I have expected it to behave any differently once I actually got and stayed pregnant?), our baby boy has always looked great and is thriving. So as long as he is still doing well, I can't complain too much. I do not think that we will make it to our due date, but we are far enough along now that I won't freak out too badly if he decides it's go time.
I am still on bed rest, but I have been given the freedom to alternate between the bed and the recliner in the living room. She also gave me permission to get my own snacks and make my own lunch, so long as I'm not on my feet for very long or moving around too much. I'm still not allowed to do anything else such as cooking, cleaning, laundry, grocery shopping, etc., but the little bit of freedom that I am allowed has made being on bed rest much much easier. I'm hoping that once I reach 37 weeks, she'll give me even more freedom and allow me to do light cleaning or go for short walks. I think the bleeding was the main cause for the bed rest order, so I'm not sure if she'll actually allow me to do some of that stuff or not. It won't hurt to ask, so ask I shall!
I hate sitting here doing nothing all day when there is still so much that needs to be done for his arrival, but I really have no choice. I have been ordering some essentials that we need for him, since we won't be able to have a baby shower until after he gets here. I've also ordered the rest of what we need for the hospital bag and have a list made up of what needs to go in it, so that Mark can put the bag together. I'd really like to be able to do more, but at least it's something.
And so now, we wait. We have 7 days until term and 28 days until his due date! It won't be long!